This novel is marketed as Young Adult, but I really don't think of it that way. To me, it's Women's Fiction, which happens to include a teenager as one of the two protagonists. I applaud the mother and daughter team who wrote this novel, as well as Kimani Tru for publishing it. A novel with a teenager and her mother as equal protagonists is hard, if not impossible to find. Unfortunately, most people assume all teenagers hate their parents and don't want to read novels in which they're featured. Likewise, it's assumed all parents can't stand teenagers and don't want to read novels in which they're included as equals. I know this is a load of crap because I live in the real world where teenagers and their parents come in every size, shape, color, and personality. Some teens and their parents do hate each other, some tolerate each other, and, yes, some actually like and respect each other. Don't fall over laughing. It's true. Remember, assumptions are an excuse for not listening and stereotypes are an excuse for not thinking.
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I didn't have a normal teenage-hood, so I came at this like a nanny from Nanny 911. While a nanny is there to support the mother, she always takes the child's side. Always. This is because parents often become so busy and stressed out that they fail to hear the child's true voice. A nanny is trained to amplify and interpret that voice.
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Each member of the Fraser Family is almost totally selfish. For Tamika Fraser to be selfish, it doesn't bother me. She's only sixteen years old and doesn't have the parents to role model selflessness for her. She's just figuring herself out on the brink of adulthood. Her parents, Malcolm and Laura, have no excuse. They're both fortysomethings who really ought to know better.
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Malcolm gave up on growing into a mature relationship with his wife a long time ago. It's a lot of work and some men are so terrified of taking on something they might fail at that they won't take it on at all. Instead, he's become a workaholic and, oh, yes, he had an affair.
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Laura is a perfectionist. If there's one thing about perfectionists, it's their utter lack of flexiblity and adaptation. I know. One of my daughters is one. When the power of perfectionism is channeled for good instead of evil, it's a wonderful thing. But, it's running Laura, her marriage, and her daughter into the ground.
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Tamika is what most people consider to be an average teenager and it's all her parents fault, of course. Deep inside, she's far from average. Unfortunately, her parents' selfishness and inability to connect with each other as marriage partners and parenting team mates has stunted her growth.
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The story flips back and forth between Laura and Tamika. School's out and Tamikia was excited to be going to a photographer's camp. Photography is her passion and she's been looking forward to the camp for a long time. Unfortunately, Dad all of sudden decides he has a business trip to Tokyo and unemployed Mom decides she has to go clean out her parents' house down in Georgia to sell it. Tamika's passion and future take a backseat. Oh, sure, her parents are apologetic, but they're so caught up in their issues they can hardly see straight.
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So, it's prime family time and this family is going its separate ways again. Dad's off to Tokyo and possibly an unknown tart. And Laura and Tamika leave for Georgia. Needless to say, no one's happy. Tamika is the least happy and with good reason. The grown-ups have the power to fix this and she doesn't.
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No sooner do they get to Georgia than Laura runs into an old friend. While she starts waking up to old memories of who she used to be (and her true self,) Tamika is left on her own, for the most part, and starts finding journals and old photographs and such in the house they're both supposed to be cleaning up to sell and aren't. Luckily, great-aunt Sylvia is there to, basically, tell Tamika to take hold of her own destiny. So, while Laura goes spinning off, supposedly into the deep end trying to be a teenager again, Tamika takes charge of her life and starts really growing up. Meanwhile, Dad calls and realizes something's going on with his wife and the reader will realize he's really worried.
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I really felt for Tamika. She has to be the emotional parent for a while and that's a lot to put on a teen. I know because I was the emotional parent my entire childhood, which is probably why I became a nanny. An average teen might be crushed by what Tamika takes on, but, like I said, she's no average teen. Not really. Like all the real life teens I know, she has some strength in her.
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Likewise, Laura forgot what it meant to be herself because she was trying so hard to be the perfect wife and mother and worker. As is often the case, trying to be perfect only lands her on her nose.
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And Dad, well, he's got a lot to learn if he's going to keep up with these two women!
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I better end here. I hope I haven't said too much already. This story will twist your brain cells around, make you shout with fist raised, and cheer for the Frasers as they find their way home. It's been said that fathers know best and I know a lot of mothers like for their children to think they know best. Having been a nanny, however, I can tell you it's often the child who is the only member of the family who can really see through all the crap. Unfortunately, too often no one really listens.
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SHE SAID, SHE SAID is an awesome read for all ages, providing the adult ones can humble themselves enough to accept that a teenager can be smarter than them at least some of the time. Age may bring wisdom, but it can also bring on cynicism which stifles all perception. Children are born clear-thinkers - until we mess them up.
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